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Post by jenna on Jul 31, 2012 21:47:48 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightThe homecoming dance had been alright, but it was no surprise that most the hype was for the after party. Jenna had found the dance to be relatively boring, she had played it safe with her dress, and only danced with a couple days. She had ended up leaving early so that she could go back to her dorm and get ready for the party instead, she knew she had a better chance of meeting up with Jon there anyway. The party was at a Queen's house, and since he was a king, it would be highly likely she would run into him. Jon and her had dated for two whole years in the beginning of high school, and she had been completely heart broken when he ended things. She tried to keep her chin up, and she knew the best way to get him back would be to make it seem like she was happy. So she not only tried to do that, but tried to do that and make him jealous at the same time. She flirted with guys in front of him, sometimes his friends, and sometimes even ended up hooking up with them. Usually her tactics worked and Jon would come to her some nights. Then some nights he seemed interested in every girl but her. She never knew what to expect. Jenna had already been at Baylee's for a while now, and half way through her third drink. She had kept her blonde hair in the loose curls she had put it in from the dance, and just touched up her makeup before arriving to make sure she looked her best. Her outfit had been chosen carefully, exposing just enough skin and just enough sparkle. She hadn't seen any sign of Jon yet, and she had been mingling with other guys for the time being, but it was pretty obvious she seemed distracted, glancing around the crowded house every now and again. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Jul 31, 2012 22:09:43 GMT -5
jon had made an appearance at the homecoming dance just to flirt with some girls, and check out who won. Which was with no fail, the pretty princess baylee paige thompson. He soon made his way back to his dorm to change into something more comfortable and suitable for a party. After he had changed into his jeans and a plain tshirt, he made his way down to the parking lot to head to his car. He knew exactly where Baylee's house was, seeing as he grew up next to her. He got into his car, and then started up his car.
Soon, he pulled his car into a parking spot on the side of the road. He then continued to shut off the car, and step out. He put his keys on his hook, and then moved up to the grass till he reached the door of baylee's house. He moved into the house floating room to room looking for someone to hang out with. He grabbed a beer on the way out of the kitchen, and then he spotted Jenna. He knew he would have her attention by the end of the night, and more. He smirked as he sat down on the couch, waiting for her to notice him.
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 6:04:58 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightJenna had been talking to a guy, she didn't even know him, but he was a charming, and pretty mediocre. Her back had been turned to Jon, and when she finally decided to look around the room again she looked right past him, but catching a glimpse out of the corner of her eye she looked back at him, a small smile forming on her face. She hated that he always looked so effortlessly handsome and made her heart skip when she first saw him. It was pretty obvious to her that she still loved him, he had been her first love, and her first everything really. She turned her attention back to the guy she was talking to, and putting her hand on his arm she ended the conversation and broke away from him. Turning back towards where Jon was sitting, she walked over. Walking in heels, even a few drinks in, was something she had perfected over the years. "Well, well." she said, a flirty smile on her face as she reached him and sat down on the couch beside him "What are you doing all alone?" She was pretty close to him, their legs almost touching and she was turned towards him, the red solo cup held carefully in her hand. She was surprised there wasn't some skanky girl beside him, that was how she usually saw him around school. She knew that those girls were nothing next to her, but she still wished he would just give them up and get back together with her for real instead of these games. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 1, 2012 18:09:34 GMT -5
jon had been playing these games with jenna for almost two years since they offically ended. He knew that he wanted jenna, i mean, look at her, who didn't want her? but, did he really love her was the question. He knew that back then he was crazy about her, everything revolved around her. But, he felt that he shouldn't be tied down so young. Jon knew he would end up back with her, one day, but for now, he wanted to be a teenager, and be crazy. His eyes drifted back up to her, and he smirked. He was alone for the time being, of course she would take advantage of that.
once she sat down on the couch next to him, he looked at her slightly not all his attention was on her of course. He looked straight ahead, and then said" well, i figured i'd give you some attention before i get piss drunk, and spill something all over you, and then you end up hating me, right?" he said with a chuckle at the end of it. That's usually how things went with him and jenna. He looked at her, and said" no really, i just got here. i'm sober, and i'm looking to get really drunk tonight." he looked away for a second and said" if i get out of control, take care of me, princess."
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 19:09:43 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightEven though Jenna was looking right at him it seemed as if he was distracted by something else. He was always distracted by other girls and that was why they could never work out, for now anyway. The things he did and said sometimes made her upset but she was usually careful not to show it, especially around him. She tried to always put on a brave face like nothing bothered her. Sometimes though, she couldn't help it, and that was when things would go bad between them. They would fight and make up constantly, grudges never lasted long between them. Even what he said was disappointing and made her already want to say something to make him know that he was being a jerk, but decided not to. A drink being spilled on her had happened before, and well, that never ended well. She held her cup to her mouth and took a long sip before saying "How about instead you just get kind of drunk, and spend the night with me?" she asked, using her flirty voice. She leaned towards him a little more, putting her hand on his arm, hoping he would agree to that instead. She was trying her best to play nice even though he was being a jerk already. Why did he expect her to take care of him anyway? Back in the day he had always done anything for her, and she wished it was still that way. If that was how the night really ended, she would be pissed. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 1, 2012 20:05:23 GMT -5
jon looked at her, and flashed his all so very charming smile at her. for some reason, jon liked when girls took care of him. he spent two whole years catering to this girl everyday, and just doing whatever he could to make her smile. Did she forget about those days? Jon knew he didn't at all. He never was the one to court a girl the way he did with jenna, he wasn't one of those sweet guys either, but he some reason did it for her. He looked at her after she spoke and sighed.
He looked away and then said" well, maybe i'll just go get drunk and find some other girl that cares to take care of me more than you." Jon looked away, and then got up from the spot he was sitting at with her. Well, two people could play this game jenna. He walked to the table near the wall grabbing the bottle of vodka and then a red solo cup. He first poured the vodka in the cup, and looked at the soda's and everything else. He decided on the spirite for this cup. He then poured some in and went on his way. He didn't go back to the couch, he just walked right past her to the wall. He stood there, sipping on the drink he made, and staring out in space. He could play hard to get better than anyone he knew.
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 21:16:26 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightJenna watched as Jon stood up. She watched as he got the drink and went to the wall, and it felt like he was refusing to even look her way. She couldn't understand how she could get attention from pretty much any guy she wanted, any guy but Jon, which was the only one she really cared about. She kept her eyes on him as she sat, tapping her fingers against her leg impatiently. Why did he find it necessary to do this? Now she was stuck sitting there alone, and to be honest, she felt embarrassed. She hoped that no one was watching as she stood up from the couch. It would be even more embarrassing if anyone saw her chasing after him like this. She stood for a moment, then took a deep breathe and walked towards Jon where he was at the wall. She had no idea why she still put up with him when he acted like this, she knew she could really get a guy that would treat her the way she should be. But right then, she also knew that if she didn't end up with Jon tonight she would end up with some other guy just to spit him. "Jon," She said as she reached him, but now that she reached him she didn't even know what to say. She didn't want to show that she was upset that he was being a jerk, but he probably already knew that. "Would you really rather wind up with some other girl tonight?" she asked, widening her green eyes at him. She knew that he was fully capable of finding some skank to get with, but she always liked to think that she was above them, and that he thought of her that way too. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 1, 2012 21:33:57 GMT -5
jon hated when she did that with her eyes, it was something about her that made him weak. but, he didn't show that. he knew that if he did go back to caring, he would just wind up back with her. pfft, like that would last though. jon took another gulp of his drink, before finishing it off. he threw the cup towards the trash, and said" princess, would you mind going getting me another one? you know how i like it, right?" he sighed, and then remembered this princess never did anything for him like that. he looked at her, and said" oh right, princess's like you don't do that stuff, do they?" he sighed, and then moved from the wall to go get another cup of his drink.
he filled his cup with more vodka than before, and less spirite than before. he then smiled, and walked back over to the wall he was standing at. he looked to jenna and said" i'd like to be with a girl that can handle my drunkness, and take care of me when i can't seem to function, but you can't seem to get that at all. that's why we can't work out, jenna." he looked at her, and then looked away straight ahead. he knew that he would get to her sometime, and he knew that would get to her as well. jon sighed, and shoved his hand into his pocket, and lifted his leg up to lean on the wall more easily. he looked at her, and said" if you weren't such a stuck up princess and did some things to show you know how you said you felt, maybe i'd still be with you. oh, and acted more like a whore in the bed room."
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 21:50:36 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightIt was pissing Jenna off that Jon expected her to do these things for him, like take care of him or make him a drink, when he clearly had no intentions of doing anything for her. He wouldn't even look at her, after she had spent so long on making sure her outfit, hair, and makeup was all just right to impress him. She bit her tongue, stopping herself from saying anything as he went and made his own drink. She was leaning against the wall at her side so that she was facing him, and stayed that way until he got back with his new drink. She had been nice the entire night so far, and she knew that he knew he was pushing her buttons now. It was no surprise that Jenna could be a bitch when she wanted to be, she was a plastic after all, and learned from the best of them. As he spoke she found it harder and harder to stop herself from saying anything. It was amazing how long she was able to stand there and take what he was throwing at her, but finally enough was enough. No one had really been looking at them before, but she was sure a few heads would be turning now. She lifted her half-full cup over his head and tipped it upside down so that it fell over him. "Jonathon O'Shea, you are the reason we can't work out, not me. Remember that when you're fucking one of your skanks tonight and wishing it was me." She said sternly before turning from him. She would take off her heels and walk to her mother's house if she had to, it was only a couple blocks away, but there was no way in hell she wanted to stay around Jon. She was embarrassed, and as silly as it might sound, she felt heartbroken. The things he said hurt her even if she tried to play it off like they didn't. She had really been trying to impress him tonight, and now all her efforts were down the drain. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 1, 2012 22:04:22 GMT -5
jon knew that he was getting to her. he could see it in her eyes that he was pissing her off and getting to her. even if he didn't look at her, he knew that he was getting under her skin. jon didn't have to look at jenna to know she looked good, he was with her for two damn years, he knew what she looked like under the clothes, and with them. he looked around then then he felt something on his hair, his head, and now his clothes. oh you did it now jenna louise levin. he then heard her talk, and laughed at her. of course, she mentioned the girls.
he stormed his way after her cursing all the words that you could manage to say. he moved through the crowd, pushing people out of his way. he opened the door, and went outside. he sighed, and then said" jenna louise levin, i am not the reason we are not together! apparently, you forget that i carted you around, catered to your princess ass for two years, and what the hell did i get back? oh right, nothing. it's ridicolous, seriously. i showed you i loved you constanly, and you know i'm not like that at all." he took a breath and said" yes, i would pick you over those whores, but sometimes, i'd rather be with them, because they actually show they enjoy being with me, unlike you." he took a breath, and then said" damn it, jenna, you drive me insane. get your ass back here."
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 22:23:16 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightJenna had managed to get her way through the house and past everyone, finally leaving the house. She quickly took off her heels and picked them up, holding them from one hand as she tip-toed across the yard. She had been able to hear Jon the entire way out close behind her, and he didn't sound very happy from his choice of language. When he said her full name though she stopped dead in her tracks, letting her feet fall flat on the grass. She hated when he used her full name, especially because she hated her middle name so much in general and he knew that. She stayed with her back towards him as he spoke, just listening. Everything he said was just so false to her and made her feel ten times worse. Luckily, there wasn't anyone else outside at that point to hear all this. She turned around slowly to face him, her eyes cast down at the ground but then looking up at him before saying "You keep telling yourself that, Jon. If I was such a shitty girlfriend, why did you stick around for two years? Was it for the sex? Did you cater to my princess ass for two whole years for that?" she asked. It was true that he had really spoiled her during the relationship, but she had always tired and show her love for him too. She was not happy that he was trying to say that the 'whores' he slept around with showed him more than she had, that was ridiculous to her. Him saying that he would pick her over the 'whores' wasn't that much of a surprise to her, she had heard it before during other fights they had. She was slightly surprised though when he said to 'get her ass back here' because there was no way in hell she would be going back inside that house now. Especially not with him. "You make absolutely no sense. You know I enjoy being with you whether I showed it or not, you can't even say that I didn't." she said more quietly now, more to herself than to him. Did he want her, or did he not? She was not crawling back to him now. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 1, 2012 22:44:08 GMT -5
her ass was sitting. of course, the princess couldn't manage to even walk home, sober. if she ever had to walk home drunk, she'd just well end up lost in her own mind. he sighed when he finally caught up to her. jon took a look at her, and knew that he would let her yell back at him. of course, he would. he always did. he let everyone get their word in, and then yelled back at them, clearly more than they did too. he listened to what she said and sighed. ouch, that hurt. he took a breath, and then sat down on the ground next to her.
he looked at her, and said" i'd like to inform you on something, jenna. i'm alittle drunk, but not that badly, you know i can handle my alcohol, so you know how much it takes to make me drunk. i stuck around for two years because i loved you. that's what you do when you love someone, you stick the hell around even know they drive you absolutely nuts." he looked away from her, and sighed. he wished he could just really let someone know how they felt, but he really didn't think that jenna deserved to know till she showed her feelings. he looked at her, and said" jenna, you didn't even show you wanted to be with me. how many girls would kill to be your position? alot of them. because even know i'm with them sometimes, they know that your the one i always go back to. not as a fall back girl, but as the one i'm always thinking about. can you not tell that i can't just forget you?" he looked away, and then stood up again.
he looked back at her, and said" i know you were mad that i didn't notice you and how you looked perfect tonight. but, stop that shit too. you always look good." he shook his head, and looked back at her. he sighed, and then looked back at her, and said" i'm sorry i'm a jerk to you sometimes, but you need to understand that sometimes you're way more than a princess than is needed."
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Post by jenna on Aug 1, 2012 23:13:05 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightJenna watched as he came and sat down beside her in the grass. She stayed standing, looking down at him as he talked. You stick around even though they drive you absolutely nuts She felt like she knew that all too well, as she always felt insane for still trying to get Jon's attention over anyone elses. "Someone is a little cocky." she muttered, but she knew that the conversation wasn't about 'how many girls would kill to be in her position'. She rolled her eyes, good thing it was dark out so he wouldn't be able to see that or he'd probably call her a princess for that too. "Yeah, well. Everyone that I flirt around with knows that I'm only doing it to get back at you. It's not like I do it because I like all these other guys, at all. I try to show that I care, I just... I don't know. " She sighed loudly as he stood up, she was facing towards him and she hated talking like this. It always made her feel uncomfortable because she didn't like showing emotion, especially if that meant crying. She always tried to put on a brave face. A small smile crept on to her face as she looked downwards again, away from him. She wasn't sure if she should take that as a compliment or not. She lifted one of her feet from the grass and gently tapped it against his leg "Well look at me next time, damnit. Make me feel like it's worth it." she said, her tone turning less serious and more teasing. She let her eyes look him in the face when he apologized, she appreciated it. " Well maybe I'll stop being a princess when you stop being a jerk." she said and shrugged. She didn't mean to always come off that way, sometimes it just happened. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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Post by brig2 on Aug 9, 2012 18:31:00 GMT -5
jon knew that jenna cared, but sometimes, he wished she showed her emotions more than she did. he knew it what she felt, but to him, actions were always better than words. he watched her, and sighed. he loved this girl sometimes, but she drove him absolutely nuts. he drug his hand into his pocket pulling out his ciggerattes. he opened the package, and took one out and then his lighter before putting them back in. his habits never died, that's the one flaw that jon had. he put the ciggeratte in his mouth, and then light it up. he took one puff, and exhaled, pulling it away from his mouth.
his nerves went down right away, and he let a big sigh out as well. he listened to her, and smirked. count to ten, jon just like dr. freak told you. he looked at her, and said" yeah, right jenna. you love the attention those boys give you. don't play games with me. all you ever want is attention." he took another drag of his ciggeratte before standing up as well. too much emotion for jon, too much feelings. why show them if she isn't? why say that he cares when she can't? jon didn't see the point of that.
he looked at her out of the side of his eyes, and said" the way i eye you almost everyday should tell you that you're fucking irristable enough. get a clue, jenna." he took another drag after that, and then looked at her with a smirk, not that she could see that smirk. he laughed, and said" admit it jenna, you're a princess, and i'm not your prince charming. i'm a jerk, and you hate half the things i say and do. this conversation is over, because for some reason after four years, you can't bare to show me the real you." he took another drag before throwing it on the ground, and putting it out. he turned around, grabbing his cell phone out of his pocket searching for chelsea's number in his phone. his back up girl.
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Post by jenna on Aug 9, 2012 22:11:16 GMT -5
you can have me all you want any way, any day
just show me where you are tonightJenna stood there in silence as she could see the flicker of light from the lighter. She hated that he smoked, she always had, she thought it was gross. "Ugh, ew." she let out under hear breathe as the smell reached her and she wrinkled her nose. Crossing her arms, she didn't say anything else about it because what would it matter? He never listened to her. And she was pretty sure he didn't want to hear her say anything about it, either. She watched the small light at the end of the cigarette as he stood up, she wished it wasn't so dark that she could actually see him. "You're right, I do like the attention." she admitted, but that was no surprise. She liked being the center of attention, she had never really noticed how much she could get from guys until Jon broke up with her. "You know I like it from you the best though. So why can't you just give me that?" she asked now, her arms still crossed as she moved closer to him "Really, Jon. All I want is your attention."Jenna rolled her eyes as he called her irresistible, even if he did think that, he had a lousy way of showing it. If she was so irresistible why not just take her already? She was obviously waiting for him to make a move on her, she always was. She wanted that. "You know Jon, you could be if you wanted to. You were at one time, and you could be again, but you just decide to treat me like dirt and it's getting old fast. You know the real me, you had the real me, what do you expect now though?" not fast enough, she thought to herself. Two years of it and she was still wanting him. Even though he turned she could still see the light of his phone surround him, and she stepped towards him again, this tim putting her hand on his arm to stop him from walking away. "Wait." she said before she could stop herself, and then let go, slightly embarrassed. Why was it that she wanted him and he didn't want her? "Can't you just wait, Jon?" she asked now, sounding more sheepish than she had before, a hint of sadness in her voice. tagged:[/color] jon/brig! outfit:[/color] clicknotes:[/color] nonee
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