julian morgan lapointe
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"i'm in love with my bestfriend, but i'm scared of ruining our friendship so i won't tell her."
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Post by julian morgan lapointe on Aug 19, 2012 22:10:26 GMT -5
julian listened to kristie and nodded, he understood. he knew that kristie didn't want bryce to know. but, the fact is that they had sex. no matter how long it was, they had sex. he looked at kristie and nodded. he would stop this behavior because kristie wanted to be with bryce. it was clear. even if that slim chance had made the baby julian's, he would let kristie be with bryce because he loved her, and he wanted to see her happy, and it looked like bryce made her happy. he sighed, and then looked to both of them. this was awkward, someone had caught onto their whole triangle love thing and put them in a room together for two hours. it wasn't really right, but it was high school.
then he heard them talk about telling mom. well, what if that baby wasn't bryce's? should they tell their mother it could be julian's too? should they tell their mother the little girl next door had sex with both her sons? julian was about to flip out on both of them, but he knew he had to stay in this room. he had one secret keeping him in this room right now. julian took a sigh out of his breath and sat back down where he was sitting. he was on the furthest seat away from them two. he looked at kristie, and then his brother. this was all messed up, and julian was hating it. he looked at them and then looked up at the walls, and said" you know what, I don't give two shits about my secrets anymore. if they want to spread them around the school, well go the hell ahead. I am not staying in this room with you, kristie. You continue to lie to my brother, me, and yourself. You hide things from both of us, and well you're just what a plastic should be." julian spat out at her. he was done with this secret shit. he looked to his brother and then flat out said " i had sex with her after the beach, bryce", and walked out of the room.
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Post by kristie on Aug 20, 2012 10:38:01 GMT -5
kristie took the water bottle from bryce and nodded in agreement. she dreaded their parents finding out about all of this. especially seeing as they'd all always been so close. her eyes were closed, and she was taking a drink of water, bryce rubbing her back, his hands warm, making her calm and almost drowsy. she was mid drink when she heard julian start on his rant. she gulped down her water down and stared at him. her mouth went dry, the door slamming behind him. she had completely forgotten about the beach until he had brought it up yesterday. she put her hands on her face and sighed, wiping her eyes. this was not the time to start crying. "Bryce." she said, her voice a little shaky now. "it isn't as bad as he makes it sound." she put her pointer and middle finger on her temples and rubbed them, before shaking her head. "it was like a two second thing, and it just felt weird and we stopped because...it was just weird." she was rambling and dreading the reaction that was sure to come from Bryce. he'd just now come to terms with the fact that they were having a child together and now this?
"say something?" her voice was almost at a whisper and her mind was reeling. she really never wanted to see julian ever again at this point.
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Post by bryce on Aug 20, 2012 20:42:11 GMT -5
Bryce had been rubbing Kristie's back, spacing out. He had kind of drifted into his own thought for a minute, not paying attention much to what was around him. Mom might cry. I don't want her to cry. I wouldn't be surprised if Dad wanted to hit me. He's going to be so disappointed. If they find out we aren't even together... forget about it. He snapped out of it though as Julian started going off on another rant. He couldn't understand what made his brother so angry and agitated lately, it wasn't like he was the one that just found out he was having a baby.
What Julian said at the end surprised him. First he felt angry for him insulting Kristie; then when he admitted to having sex with her? His hand stopped on her bag, slowly taken away from it. He inhaled deeply, trying his best not to follow his brother out of the room and give him a hard shove. Why wouldn't he say something sooner? Why wouldn't he say something when Bryce was going around freaking out to himself that he was going to be a dad? And now it could be Julian's?
"You really had sex with him? You had sex with Julian?" Bryce asked her, even though she made it clear. Even if it had been a quick thing, it still happened. And the thought of it grossed him out and made him angry. Yeah, they weren't dating or anything, but why had they all automatically assumed it was Bryce's kid? He clenched his fist and turned toward the wall, tempted to punch it. He stopped himself though, remembering that he needed his hand for football to catch. He had already messed up enough the other night at the game. Instead of hitting the wall, he stepped towards it and let his head fall against it, his hands resting on top of his head. Now he was more confused as ever.
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Post by kristie on Aug 20, 2012 21:06:38 GMT -5
she had choked back tears, and fought them for as long as she could. she was silently praying that bryce wouldn't leave too, "bryce, I had forgotten all about it." she said, shaking her head, staring at her feet and blinking back the constant cascade of tears flowing down her face. she sighed, "I know..." she stopped, what did she know? besides the fact that her best friend hated her, she was pregnant, and now she didn't know who's it was, she was in love with her other best friend, and now she'd lost him too ? she hated julian, in that very moment. ever essence of her being vibrated pure and absolute hatred. how dare he judge and accuse her. the only reason he was even mad was because she didn't want him, wasn't in love with him, and hadn't chosen him. was that awful of her? quite possibly, especially after he'd been so nice about her finding out she was pregnant, and bryce had been such an ass. but kristie had never led julian on. she'd never told him that they could be a happy little couple and live happily ever after like he had in his head, and she'd never ever been mean about it. what he'd just done was cruel, and there was no call for it.
she stood, wiping her face, bryce having backed away a few minutes ago, "I know it's no excuse to have not told you, but he reminded me yesterday." she gulped in air, her lungs felt like they were about to explode. she was in full panic attack mode, and this was not the time. "bryce..." she said, before turning towards the door, "I understand if you don't want to talk to me again." she shrugged, "ever." her gut twisted, and her heart ached a little; he'd been the only guy she'd ever loved with such an undying passion. she'd been quiet about it all, and fine with what had happened, and then...and then it'd all caved in around her. "I should..." she quit talking and started walking towards the door. she wanted to say something final, seeing as he probably wouldn't even look at her ever again -not that he was looking at her now. she stopped at the door, her head had been held high, her face wiped clean, but then she looked at the floor again, shaking. this was it. there had to be more, something more she could say.
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Post by bryce on Aug 21, 2012 7:32:48 GMT -5
Bryce stood there with his head pressed against the wall, his eyes closed. He listened to what Kristie was saying or tried to atleast, but he had a million other thoughts in his head at the same time. Was it possible to feel less and more stressed at the same time? Okay... so it might not be mine. But it could still be mine. If it's not mine then it's Julian's. Which is awkward. We can't tell Mom and Dad that. What the hell have I gotten myself into?
He cold tell by the tone of Kristie's voice that she was obviously upset, probably crying. He felt bad still, Julian was being an ass and he didn't want to make her upset. He was mad, yes, but it could still be his, and from what Kristie told him about their night they had together, it most likely was. He couldn't let her leave the room being upset like that. Finally, he turned from the wall and opened his eyes, looking at the girl standing in front of the door. "Don't leave." He said, dropping his arms from the top of his head to his sides "Cowards leave. Julian left, you're not a coward. Don't leave." he stepped towards her, hating seeing her like that. When he reached her he put his arms around her in a hug "I wish that you had told me.... everything just got a lot more confusing."
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Post by kristie on Aug 21, 2012 21:52:58 GMT -5
kristie turned hearing his voice, and stepped towards him, not expecting when his arms wrapped around her, enveloping her in a hug. she'd been holding it together, waiting to leave to really break down, but this was what pushed her. not in the wrong direction, just into one that made her break into tears. she hadn't meant to keep things from bryce. especially after he had just began to take things so well. "I'm sorry." was all she could seem to choke out, burying her face into the crook of his neck, taking in the clean smell of bryce. "now what are we going to even tell your parents?" she asked, wondering out loud what was going to happen. before, before she'd ever thought about what had happened with julian she was sure it was bryce's, but now there was just that little itch of doubt in her mind that wouldn't go away. bryce really would hate her if it wasn't his and she'd put him through all of this, cost him his college football, and practically drove him crazy. "I never even thought about it. especially since there was no question what had happened between us." she shook her head, "it was blurry, but it was real. julian and I...." she trailed off. she and julian what? "it was nothing really. it barely even happened enough to count." she sighed wrapping her arms around him tighter. "I'm sorry about all of this, Bryce." she murmured.
she knew what had to be said, what was already understood between them, and it bothered her greatly. "I understand if you don't want anything to do with me now." she broke away a little from him, mostly to look at him and see his response. bryce often said more with his eyes than with his words.
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